James????

So I don't know what to do about James. He has been calling me all week and I've been totally avoiding him. It's easy to avoid him since he doesn't go to my school but on weekends its hard. Especially because we go to the same parties. Tonight there is a party at some kid from his schools house and some bands are going to play and it should be totally awesome but I have a feeling James will show up.

I'm going with Brandon.

Last weekend was the exact opposite. I hated Brandon and loved James but this weekend its different. We haven't hung out since Joy Division Wednesday. Oh god, I'm kind of nervous for tonight. But he is going to pick me up in like an hour so I should get ready. I'm listening to Talking Heads "Fear of Music" the song Life During War Time is divine.