neon lights

Shimmering Neon Lights. Neon Lights. Shimmering Neon lights. Today was totally boring and expected, but at least the week is half way over. I can't believe every week I wake up think 'wow its wednesday the week is halfway over!' my life is so pathetic. I just want to scream. And to top it all off James called me last night when Brandon was over and I answered the phone and it was so awkward. I think I played it off ok. Like Brandon had no idea that it was James on the phone when I was talking. I wonder what he thought? It doesn't really matter but basically I totally blew off James and I think he was kind of upset. But whatever. Brandon and me have been ok. Dad thinks he is funny or at least pretended like he did.

We were sitting in the kitchen and Dad came in wearing his afterwark pajama pants and was like "oh wow hi Brandon hows it going tiger." Tiger? What the fuck?!?! I was so embarrassed. Brandon looked at him and kind of growled and it was so wierd. Dad laughed and grabbed a beer and went back into the living room. What the fuck? Is there some sort of wierd male bonding thing happening there that I am completely unaware of or am I stuck with two insane males?! I don't know. I kind of like when Brandon comes here though because I have more control. Yeah, we don't get all his amazing records but I can call the shots as to what we do. Today I just made him sit there while I painted my nails black. I think he hates me. DIE